One absence of truth.. The one horrible thing you saw, What you truly wanted to become -- and who you thought I was.

THE BEST MIND STATE.
Boys will be boys, Girls will be girls. Leave me out of it. Im always so happy when i just don't care. About anyone. Yaaa Im a really happy girl right now. Love affair: Kathleen Sarah Simone Ayla are the best girls. Drinking until 3am and working at 8am isn't that bad, actually kind of funny. Bob dylan. Apple juice. Finally instead of me pretending to be nice to people i hate, I have started doing what children do, When you talk to a child and they just stare at you -- I don't have to talk to someone if i don't want too. Fuck it if your offended your a fucking loser. Mistakes sometimes work out really well. Im not scared. Being on my own, nothing really going on. Feels alright. New friends. Real friends. Black keys and Lucero to wake me up, get me through the day, sing me to sleep. Didn't even want to kiss him! HAH! I feel really good right now. Liiiiike, Finally okay, Naaaawwwhaaaiimeeaann?!?!?!
Nervous and still kinda weird, But fuck it. Fuck everything. Igone everything that makes you sad until it stops making you sad is seeming to work pretty good right now. Shower, Read, Sleep. Remain happy.