I only mean what im saying half of the time (and when you give me that look)

Tired arms wrapped around your neck. I think to much, i don't think enough. Arrows threw my core. Ohhh to sleep a full night. January, February, March. Walked out of his house, found myself crying on the pavement, blood on my elbows, incoherently mumbling to to a god that isn't listening "ohhh take me from here." If i stay my lungs will cave in and my blood will boil. Never see him smile. I wish i could just make up my mind. good bye good bye good bye. Shapes in the sky, My skin is turning in to a cage. Everything that is missing can be found in dry hands made to fit mine. I'm singing songs i don't know the words too, I'm drinking from a empty bottle, I want to stop thinking and start living. I want this to work it's self out. Time is so weird. This time last year, fuck, this time last night! You shouldn't feel sorry for what happen, I don't. I don't. I don't. I'm so scared of losing someone as important as you to something stronger then i.