Lately, I am feeling crazy and disconnected and lonely but not alone. Im also feeling really excited and happy and content. So --- ya, there's that.
I have always had the same problem. Since i was 16. One single fucking problem. I can't make it stop. I never sleep. I can't sleep. After i broke all the bones i slept. After i disrespected myself i drank.. or maybe the other way around. Irrelevant to the problem. There is no reason for this. Smoking a joint outside by yourself, doing lines in the bathroom. Im spent.
I wish i was better at this...
1. You have been more yourself lately, which i love. I love you.
2. All that matters is that your happy, Don't waste another thought.
3. I wonder what you think of me now..
4. I will never let you in unfortunately (For us both) Im trying..
5. Im jealous because you are too coked out to realize anything, and i have to deal with real life while you do drugs and act like we never knew each other and GENERALLY be a piece of shit, I hate running in to you.
6. Your a very nice person... kind of.
7. Stop phoning me at 4am, Seriously this time.....
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IT'S SO NICE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, ALL ALONE, AND NOT HAVE TO TELL SOMEBODY YOU LOVE THEM, WHEN YOU DON'T LOVE THEM, ANYMORE.
