Cruel reminders that i refuse to give in too. This test is one i am passing (Always kind of passing/kind of failing) These fucking knotss,, it's about fucking time that these fucking knots are detanged.. fuck. I was shot gunning beers on his porch when i realized the change that was gradual and upsetting. The change that had nothing to do with him or her or them and only me. It's like all the streetlights went out at once and i was 5 beers deep without even a buzz. Im so happy these days, nothing is missing at all. Nothing. Seriously just nothing. And i think maybe that is what i find so unsettling. I really just need this to go my way, and i really just don't want to deal with people that actually just make me feel shitty more times then not, thus limiting me to only hanging out with Simone... hahaha. Today was a good day, because of Simone.
Right now i am really in too:
The XX, Grizzly bear, Not sleeping (again), Coffee and walking, maybe this will go my way, Simone being the most reliable trustworthy human in my life, Your -- okay.
Not so much right now:
I typed it, But i can't even bring myself to post it because it upsets me that much...
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IT'S SO NICE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, ALL ALONE, AND NOT HAVE TO TELL SOMEBODY YOU LOVE THEM, WHEN YOU DON'T LOVE THEM, ANYMORE.
