IT'S SO NICE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, ALL ALONE, AND NOT HAVE TO TELL SOMEBODY YOU LOVE THEM, WHEN YOU DON'T LOVE THEM, ANYMORE.

04 January 2010

you ain't worth the blood that runs in your vains

I just lurked Kathleens blog and im going to do the same thing she did and stole from someone else. It's just a string of stealing this really good idea.

key 2009 moments/happenings that made the year the way it was:

Moving in with kathleen for the summer and then deciding not to live there anymore. Becoming so close with all the people im close with now and having them change my life, Moving home for the first time in 4 years, getting my heart actually stomped in to the earth, Not working at good earth anymore, Mushroom sunday where i lost my mind (temporarily), Getting hit by a car one day and going to jail a short ammount of time later, 360 in simones truck on edmonton trail, Late night bike rides to get to charles, Octo bong, The strokes, The nook in my closet, weed weed weed weed until i couldn't, Being the angriest and saddest i have ever been because of another human being, Chantal being the same person as me, New ideas, New faces, Hours by myself, Watching Zach beat someone's face, Getting way to drunk before we even had to be anywhere with the girls, Web cam pictures... so many webcam pictures, That month that i didn't leave my bedroom and spent all my time smoking weed and talking to kathleen and reading twilight and sleeping and crying, First kisses, Kyle Para talking backwards and ripping Johns pants at kathleens parents house, Having friends like i have never had before, Mushrooms in the old apartment where "He is just so tall" tattoos, Being tight with simone, Loseing complete control for a few months. (will add more)

Writing this just made me really really sad---