Always want what you can't have or handle and i learnt to turn it all off.
The air tastes better and i don't mind the rain, downtown streets where i know i won't run in to them or worse you. Fear of being this fucking angry forever has pushed me to the water and i still just want to fuck everything up. i become increasingly more and more bored with the human race each time i go in to public sober.
I am no longer social, Nor happy.
IM GOING FUCKING CRAZYYYYY