I care, But i never really -- i mean REALLY care.

I only think im crazy when i get like this and drink like that and end up sitting on my kitchen floor looking for shapes in the ceiling. I only thought i loved because i was young and bored and generally unstable and i don't know why i would ever think -- Change TOPIC. Two worlds, and a wall in the middle where i sit. Part of both, Belong in nether. It is everything VS EVERYTHING. And wait.. I don't remember my point. Do i have a point? Seriously, What am i doing with my life. Most days i just want to go for long walks and sleep. Other days i think......................................