I remember that i wanted to kiss/kill you.

Ya i let him kiss me, My lips, and my thighs, and my wrists, and my back. I could feel it in my bones, in my stomach in my brain, in my eyes. Am i seriously the only one that thinks im going crazy? Or already was crazy? Ya i can feel him in my bones, in my stomach, in my brain, in my eyes. What am going to do? Ya i let him kiss me, But i can't feel him in my bones.